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Well I'll start with my physical description. I'm a very young 46, thin, 145 pounds, I stand 5'-9,with hazel eyes and brown hair. I'm also married and have two children. My family does know about Michelle and have somewhat accepted her. Like so many other transgenderd I have had the desire to crossdress from a very early age. I can remember being attracted to the women around me that often wore dresses or skirts. I have always been a great lover of a pair of stocking encased legs perched on top of high heels. I was raised in a strict religious family which afforded me the opportunity to gaze on several beautiful pairs of legs. When I was 10 years old, I tried on my first ladies lingerie, a panty girdle and nude stockings. I loved the feel of the tight girdle, squeezing my waist, hips, and butt, the stockings rubbing together.I was hopelessly hooked on women clothes from that point on. Over the next 11 years, I aquired a small garter belt, and 2 pairs of stockings that I would wear when I would have the chance, which wasn't very often. At tha age of 16 I started to babysit for a few of my parents friends. I could hardly wait to put the kids to bed, so I could go through the ladies clothes.I loved to look at and feel their silky Lingerie. Of course I would have to try on some of their clothes. Pantyhose were a big item at that time so I usually wore a bra, panties, pantyhose, dress and heels. I would parade in front of a mirror and revel in the sheer pleasure I was receiving from being dressed in a womans clothes. One particular lady wore panty girdles and smoke colored stockings all the time and, I espcially enjoyed the stockings held up taut by the garters on the girdle. That was 22 years ago and I continue to look for small ways to improve my image. My wife and I lived together until 1983 when we got married. She had accepted the fact that I was a crossdresser but didn't approve of it. My job, at that time, took me out of town enough to satify my desire to dress so I didn't dress at home. In late 1985 I didn't have to go out of town for work anymore and I almost went crazy not being able to dress. I finally sat down and had a very long talk with my wife and gave her some articles about crossdressing to read. She did have me bring in what few clothes I had and we washed, dryed, and ironed them so we could put them in the closet and the dressers. She tried to accept and get involed with my crossdressing but she says I was advancing to fast. My crossdressing has been the center of many an argument and still is today. If my personal circumstances would allow it I would live as a full time woman but the circumstances don't allow that to happen so I take advantage of every possible chance I have to dress.
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